Date of publication: 2017-08-31 16:28
My mom killed herself this morning. People say oh you can 8767 t blame yourself, but I do. At some I probably won 8767 t, but it will take a few weeks. The last time we talked I yelled at her about pizza. I guess she felt that at some point life was too hard. I saw a kid in the supermarket with his dad today. I 8767 ll never get to do that with my mom. I very much want to live and I will live. But everyday I 8767 m gonna wake up and ask why and there won 8767 t be anyone to answer me. I was such as asshole to my mother. I 8767 m being an asshole now. She 8767 s dead and I make it about me. I 8767 ve said I more than mom in this paragraph.
instead these internally confused bleeding hearts want the 8775 strong 8776 and those who make effort to give up all their rewards to constantly feel sorry for and save all the ones who won 8767 t get off their ass and make efforts themselves.
8776 I have not been here in Washington long but I am going to say something we all know. Our congress is completely corrupt and we need to replace every last member. The mid terms will be upon us before we know it and we can begin the process. Let us have a huge mid term voter turnout and start Making America Great Again. 8776
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There is a different time line when you get over it
Like crossing a berm sometimes you need a hand on your butt from your buddy to get you over. I carried a Marine 8767 s gear for 9 miles who was spent and if we did not help we would have found his head posted on the internet. Next mission he kicked my butt in performance. Badly I am ashamed to say.
8766 I agree with the idea of Death with Dignity laws however, a subset of terminally ill patients will try the hang on as long as possible until they are too far gone to make any decisions about ending their life 8767
I am not trying to gloat, but I want to point out that the essay may be the single most important thing you do. I believe it is the reason I was accepted to PA school.
I am not expert, but I think it is a huge step for you to recognize that you are not feeling like yourself. You know you are in there somewhere, it 8767 s just not coming to the surface. This is a temporary situation. Read James post today maybe that will give some guidance.
I REALLY DO WANT TO DIE. I AM TRYING TO FIND A HOME FOR THE 8 DOGS. I DO NOT WANT TO SEPARATE THEM. THEY HAVE BEEN WITH ME ALL THEIR LIVES. I HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR EXCEPT THEM AND EVEN THAT IS UNFAIR BECAUSE THEY COULD FINE A HOME WITH PEOPLE WHO WILL LOVE THEM AND TAKE UP TIME WITH THEM. I LOVE THEM BUT THEY DESERVE BETTER. I JUST CANT THINK OF HOW TO OPEN MY EYES AND GET OUT OF BED ANYMORE. WHAT DIFFERENCE WILL IT MAKE IF I AM NOT HERE???
Difficulty lies with dismantling the 8775 Ka-ching 8776 model of 8775 health-care, 8776 that has as its symbol the caduceus, and replacing it with preventative model of health and wise medical intervention.
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I 8767 m in the same boat mate, the author of this blog post clearly did not get it.
You 8767 re lucky you have a gun, I cant even buy one where I live.